When I first attended meetings, I have to admit I was disappointed that the Twelve Steps had any spiritual component because I had already tried the “God idea.” I had prayed, done my novenas, and fasted. It didn’t work. But because I was desperate, I was willing to go to any lengths to improve my situation. The people in my meeting looked happy, joyous, and free. They had something I didn’t have, so I stayed and kept coming back. I was glad I did because I finally received what they did from working the Steps and receiving a spiritual experience. My mind was renewed with gratitude because I couldn’t see in my past life how merciful God had been to me. Gratitude allowed me to see that God had been compassionate all along and that His heart hurt for me when I couldn’t accept Him.

I’m forever thankful for all the “laborers” who came to meetings and shared their experience, strength, and hope with me. Without cost, they received and gave to me. I am forever mindful of Step 12 in these readings. Curing the sick, raising the dead, cleansing lepers, and driving demons sure feel like what happens in recovery. God is good!

Reflection Questions

• How has your journey been like that of the lost sheep? Can you recall a time when you felt a deep sense of God’s divine compassion for you?
• How have others in recovery helped you through challenging times? Why is Step 12 so powerful?

Daily Mass Readings

First Reading: Isaiah 30:19-21, 23-26
Responsorial Psalm: Psalm 147:1-2, 3-4, 5-6
Gospel: Matthew 9:35–10:1, 5a, 6-8

Reflection by Paola P.