Thinking about sinning can often lead us to act it out. It can also cause us to rationalize our sinful behavior, and our thinking can turn into justifying our sins. We might think, That’s not so bad or At least I’m not actually doing it. Yet, thoughts like these are just subtle ways of justifying actions not aligned with God’s will. However, our thoughts matter because they lead to our actions. Whether we’re thinking about sinning or actually doing it, in either case, we’re not living up to our potential—we’re not living up to God’s will for us.

When we were at the height of our addictions, compulsions, or unhealthy attachments, we were justifying our sins in a big way. We didn’t want to admit that we had a problem or were doing anything wrong to other people, ourselves, or God. But we were. We were caught thinking and acting in a manner that God didn’t want for us. And, ultimately, it wasn’t what we wanted for ourselves, either.

It’s by doing the work of recovery that we experience a renewal of our mind, changing our thinking to be more in line with God’s will for us. Practically, this occurs by going to meetings, where we might hear an insight from another that enlightens us. It occurs by speaking with a sponsor or CIR fellow, who might give us wise advice or share their experience, strength, and hope. It occurs by reading Scripture, frequenting the sacraments, and listening to Jesus’ still small voice in Eucharistic adoration. God does and will speak to us, renewing our minds and thoughts. We just need to take a step back, unclog our minds from the distractions of this world, and listen to Him.

Reflection Questions

• What thoughts do you still struggle with that draw you away from God? How has recovery helped renew your mind and align your thoughts closer to God’s will?
• What can you do today to make space and listen to God’s still small voice?

Daily Mass Readings

First Reading: 1 Kings 19:9a, 11-16
Responsorial Psalm: Psalm 27:7-8a, 8b-9abc, 13-14
Gospel: Matthew 5:27-32

Reflection by Jeff R.