Then we read of the second scenario: “Other seed fell on rocky ground where it had little soil. It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep. And when the sun rose, it was scorched and it withered for lack of roots” (Mark 4:5-6).

This might represent instances when, after receiving encouragement to seek help for our addictive behaviors, we begin attending meetings and experience the “Pink Cloud” syndrome (that temporary feeling of peace and relief). However, without committing to a definite change of life, we do not stay long enough to sink down roots, and our recovery is scorched.

Then we read of the third scenario: “Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it and it produced no grain” (Mark 4:7).

This may be the saddest of the first three scenarios. The thorns represent the worries of the world, the deceitfulness of riches, and the desire for things other than God. They might include wealth, anxiety, relationship problems, difficulties with children, and so on. Such things can “choke” our recovery and spiritual life, killing both as a result.

Finally, we read of the last scenario: “And some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit. It came up and grew and yielded thirty, sixty, and a hundredfold” (Mark 4:8).

This is the soil of the heart required for lasting recovery from addiction, compulsions, and unhealthy attachments. This soil is made moist and loose by the divine farmer—Christ—who churns it so that it will produce fruit. When our stubborn, self-reliant ego has been “churned” enough, what is left is our desperate plea to God—and His saving response of freedom and new life.

Reflection Questions

• Consider times in your recovery when your heart has resembled each of the four “scenarios” of the seed. What type of soil is your heart composed of today?
• How have the sacraments enriched the soil of your heart?

Daily Mass Readings

First Reading: Hebrews 10:11-18
Responsorial Psalm: Psalm 110:1, 2, 3, 4
Gospel: Mark 4:1-20

Reflection by Stephanie N.